duminică, 27 iunie 2010

The journey of "I"

I`m in the middle of something  called Lorina. I cannot say if it`s a volcano, a hurricane, an alien, a thunder....or a person. I know that I am somewhere inside and in between and I cannot find myself. I could scream to get out, but who am I anyway?

Who is "I"? "I" is so used to the generic name Lorina that forgot to express.

Is "I" afraid of something? Scared? Terrified? Or dead?..
No "I" is sure not dead but maybe just tired and not ready yet to get out there.
Maybe "I" is just staying in a safe place, not very cozy all the time but far enough from sight to allow "I" to grow and become stronger and confident and ready to enjoy the beauty of life.

Lorina is waiting for "I" to grow and let her be whomever "I" might discover on the journey.

Lorina only hopes that the journey of "I" will soon reach to a safe point. She needs balance and love infusion.
Is there a tea called Love?

duminică, 6 iunie 2010

Sincronicitati in drumul meu...

Da sincronicitatile sunt la tot pasul. Cu cat sunt mai atenta la ele cu atat imi dau mai mult seama de faptul ca sunt mici puncte de hotar in drumul meu care ma trag de maneca si imi spun ca am crescut frumos de la pustoaica nesigura, timida si care se ascundea sub vraful de carti din camera ei intr-o femeie puternica, inteligenta si de ce nu...frumoasa:).

Ieri dupa-amiaza si azi mi-am luat liber de la vartejul de to do-uri care se incapataneaza sa se tot inghesuie in noua mea agenda (multumesc Alexandra). Intamplator, sau nu cum m-am convins mai nou, la radio se auzea melodia asta...



Seara m-am dus la film. Mult asteptatul Sex and the City 2 care prezinta acele 4 femei bune prietene care fac mereu fata tuturor situatiilor neprevazute de car ene impiedicam in viata. In film e prezentata melodia asta...



Da, stiu ca nu e un film romantic sau indelung profund, insa pe aceasta melodie mi-au dat lacrimile. Nu, nu de tristete, ci de multumire. Am crescut femeie si continui sa ma metamorfozez cu fiecare experienta noua, grea sau usoara, apasatoare sau uimioare. Ma transform din mica OMIDA intr-un FLUTURE multicolor.

Multumesc!